Song

Dreaming

A song about what hides in the dark.

I wrote Dreaming during a period where my inner and outer worlds stopped lining up.

It came from that unsettling feeling of moving through life slightly out of sync — when memories blur, thoughts loop, and it’s hard to tell whether you’re imagining things, remembering them, or quietly avoiding something you don’t yet have the language for. The question at the centre of the song — am I dreaming reality, or running from it? — wasn’t rhetorical. It was something I was genuinely trying to work out.

Lyrically, the song circles the same images again and again: falling without landing, faces flickering, scenes repeating. I wanted it to feel claustrophobic in that way dreams can be — familiar, distorted, and impossible to escape once you’re inside them. Memories appear that don’t quite belong to me, but still carry emotional weight, like echoes borrowed from somewhere else.

Musically, Dreaming unfolds slowly, as if drifting under. The piano motif repeats like a thought you can’t interrupt, while the production gathers momentum around it — swelling, warping, slipping between softness and intensity. When the track finally peaks, it’s meant to feel euphoric and uneasy at the same time. Weightless, but heavy with meaning.

The song ends abruptly, with a sharp intake of breath. Not resolution — awakening.

Dreaming lives in that threshold between sleep and consciousness, imagination and avoidance, clarity and confusion. It’s a snapshot of a mind trying to orient itself — not by finding answers, but by staying with the questions long enough to hear what they’re really asking.

Lyrics

Falling fast but I never land
Every touch dissolves like sand
Mmm
Faces flicker like broken screens
Running loops of nightmare scenes
Ahh

Am I dreaming reality?
Am I chasing infinity?
Hunted by the memories I didn’t make
But too scared to look behind
Haunted by the pictures I can’t escape
Am I in or out of mind?

Falling fast but I never land
Every touch dissolves like sand
Mmm
Faces flicker like broken screens
Running loops of nightmare scenes
Ahh

Am I dreaming reality?
Am I chasing infinity?
Hunted by the memories I didn’t make
But too scared to look behind
Haunted by the pictures I can’t escape
Am I in or out of mind?

Am I dreaming?
Am I dreaming?
Am I dreaming?

Am I dreaming reality?
Am I chasing infinity?
Hunted by the memories I didn’t make
But too scared to look behind
Haunted by the pictures I can’t escape
Am I in or out of mind?

Credits

Performed by Jack Watkins
Written by Jack Watkins & Clare Yarwood-White

Vocals by Jack Watkins
Piano by Jack Watkins
Synths by Jack Watkins
Guitar by Will Rogers
Additional drums by Elliot Chapman

Recorded by Jack Watkins
Programming by Jack Watkins
Engineered by Jack Watkins
Produced by Jack Watkins
Mixed by Jack Watkins
Mastered by Jack Watkins

Recorded, mixed and mastered at Stargazer Studios

Published by Jack Watkins

Released by Stargazer Music on 22 July 2025